'if you dun understand something...'

'then fuck it, dont bother.'

i think its warped. which n am i now?

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i think i've never change. no matter how much i try or i seems to have changed.

so i think its time i really have to move on. everyone does it like its as easy as flicking off an ant from their hand. why do i seems like the only one who feels weary about it?

just because i keep saying its ok...

understand doesnt mean condone

being the way i am is a mistake. humans are not hedgehogs.

we dont hurt each other when we get too close, we only think that we are because we assume.

i dont want to hate you. i just want to fucking forget about it.

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which n is the solution to this?

please find the n.